..

Thanksgiving at the Asian Buffet.
Then random fun at Walmart.
Then free food at Waffle House.
And then midnight talks with Rolyat's mommy.


Aha.


I love my life.
:]


Two days until I get Harley !
Tomorrow is the bet.

"You act like she was the last slutty goth chick on earth."
"Yeah Eve, Jesse kind of was"


Thoughts at 10PM.




I'm much more calm than I was before.

This man would be mine.

"Maybe it's like you said before, all of us being cracked open. Like, each of us starts out as a watertight vessel. And these things happen- these people leave us, or don't love us, or don't get us, or we don't get them, and we lose and fail and hurt one another. And the vessel starts to crack open in places. And I mean, yeah, once the vessel cracks open, the end becomes inevitable.. But there is all this time between when the cracks start to open up and when we finally fall apart. And it's only that time that we can see one another, because we see out of ourselves through the cracks and into others through theirs.. Once the vessel cracks, the light can get in. The light can get out."


This is my life right now.

"I've always been inspired by the human's will to live. They can be beaten and broken and tossed on the rocks over and over, but still you will hear them say 'No. I refuse to take this.'"

--

I want to walk through the ruins of ancient buildings. The remains of Kroger and Walgreens and Old Navy, dirt covering their displays and their adverts making circle shapes in the wind. Swing from rope vines from the tops of the tallest skyscrapers. I want to wear clothes made of animal skins. I want to live to live, not to keep afloat. I want things to be simplified. I want to look down from my perch to see the cracked pavement crumbling under the pressure of thousands of plants with the will to live, to overcome this literal block ahead of them, to climb higher, higher, towards the sun. I want to have an unobscured view of the sun. I want to walk without shoes, run without pants, live without words. I want everyone to be equal. I want to run with the dogs and wolves and horses and the wind. I want to be free.


I don't know. I feel inspired all of a sudden.

There is something significant about everything that happens.

Oh Mr. Irony. Take me away.

I don't even know what I'm saying.
Sometimes it's just easier not to think.

Warped Reporters Pass.<3

I'm so excited.


This will be epic. :]

I have no friends, I thought.

You know, in the could-this-person-potentially-be-in-my-top-8 way.

HOW LONG HAVE I BEEN WAITING FOR THIS?

I LOVE IT.
IT IS SO CUTE. ^_^




BUT NOW THAT I HAVE THAT
I HAVE NOWHERE TO GO


ugh.

WTF IS MY LIFE.

I don't even know.